changes . . .

Things change so quickly here on the ship; it's really hard to believe. I've recently had one or two people ask me if I wanted to switch to a different department – I even think that if I had been interested, I could have already changed to go work in the book hold. But I wasn't interested in changing.

Yesterday morning I had every intention of staying in the book fair for at least six more months. But today I had my last day working there.

At lunch yesterday, I got paged to go to the personnel offices, and I was thinking, “What in the world have I done wrong?” But instead, they had a job offer for me: the person now responsible for media relationships is leaving the ship quite suddenly, and they need someone to take her place almost immediately. They knew about my communications background and apparently had heard some good things circulating about me, and they wanted to know if I might be interested in taking over her job. After a frenzied few hours and multiple discussions with personnel, the media manager, the book fair manager, and my dad, I decided to accept the position. I'm totally scared – it's a whole lot of responsibility!! – but I know it will be for the best.

Side note: I've been really confused about recognizing God's will lately, and that's definitely relevant to this whole decision-making process. But when I started to pray about whether I should take this job, it took about ten seconds until I got a “yes.” Oh! Um . . . okay then?!?! I've been realizing that if I debate too much with myself and try to over-analyze the things I think God might want me to do, I can very easily persuade myself that it's nothing – ESPECIALLY if he's asked me to do something I don't want to do! But there's that story in 1 Kings 19 where God speaks to Elijah – not in the fire, not in the fierce wind or the earthquake, but in a gentle whisper. I really love that story. I'm starting to learn a little bit about that gentle whisper . . . like the fact that sometimes it's so easy to just ignore. But I'm realizing that I think if my relationship with God is good, and I think he might want me to do a certain thing, I'm far better off if I err on the side of willingness instead of erring on the side of skepticism (my natural inclination)! It's worked out extremely well for me in the past, so hopefully I can kind of keep it up.

Basically, my job will be sort of managing the overall public image of the ship – yeah, a pretty huge responsibility. I'll be working with local media in the ports we visit – offering interviews for t.v., radio, etc., hosting reporters, making sure they have all the information they need, etc. I have to know what needs to be emphasized and what needs to be de-emphasized, depending on what country we are in. And I'll be tracking and archiving what is said about us. I'm kind of shocked to have this type of job, and to have the chance to use my communications degree – honestly, I never really expected to use it in really a professional context, but here I go!

It promises to be interesting – and a challenge for SURE!!!!!